Theraupatical OVERcharge..my GIRLFRIEND, love, I do

back once again to this seemingly abandoned blog, haven been blogging since the days of the girl in the red dress. ha

well, as life goes by, loads of things have passed, lazy to put them all down in words. what e hell, those who knows, will know, those who dun, thats your problem, go suck on it pal.

yada yada yada, rant rant rant, blah blah blah, does it help? well it kinda relieves u i'd guess.

ha, there i go again typing nonsense into this blog. i would not understand wad e hell i am typing about should i read this again e next time i'm here.

Mixture of feelings i'd say.

tomorrow is my third attempt on getting a driving license. as much as i tell others to wish me luck, pray for me, and stuff, i need to focus on wad is ahead of me. taking things for granted e previous times cost me my 400 bucks. could have gotten sth nice for my sue if i hadn't failed previously. oh wells, the nice sth still stands no matter wad tho, so sue, dun u worry lol.

Class 3, i'm getting to u.

hi people!

meet the person i'm suppose to go on a 'secret' movie date with behind SUE's back!

Sue! this is not gonna work la! i'm still gonna cling to u la!

I'm sick of this FUCKING time of my life! its been rainin almost non-stop everyday, fuckin irritating the shit outta me. wanna run/play ball/go out but it just keeps rainin. who the fuck do i think i am to curse and swear about the weather like this? NO ONE! i have no rights to say anything like this to anything or anyone! BUT I DUN FUCKIN GIVE A RATS-ASS RIGHT NOW!

i cant find a job, bank account is running dry, scholarship applications feels like a bitch up my ass, getting fat sitting in front of the comnputer, and my fuckin entry sounds like some prick ranting and whinin about his miserable ass of a life he's got.

AND ITS STILL RAINING!

Damn it, will u stop it already??

frustrated like hell..sleepin sleepin and sleep some more. tv shows are getting rotten as the days goes by. ranting like an ass still, wad the fuck is wrong with me???

Oh wells..at least i'm still alive and potent, wads suppose to be there are still there, wad shouldn't isn't. Still enough $ in the account to keep up the drying up proccess. My girl still loves me and I her, seeing her on wed. Earth is still spinning, good music, family is around, sleepin as much as i like, waiting fer job offers to come up....

Sounds like a fuckin bum and his life.. things are gonna change, and will keep doing so even as time passes over my cold dead body. Fuck. Its drivin me nuts like this, tired of it all.. the god damn wart on my left middle finger is back to suck the life outta me finger, the next motherfucker who fucks up my life better watch out for it.

Ah, ranting ranting,outbursts of rage and anger, funny..somehow doesnt make me feel better after all this bullshit typed and posted. Guess i'll go back to muggin old ladies then...

Life's a bitch, thats why its such joy fucking around with it. I get knock down, i get up again, u're never gonna keep me down. Miserable? i'll laugh it off. tired? i'll run it off. Sick? i'll eat it off. Pathetic? i'll whine it off. Fucked? I'll fuck it back. wanna try me? come on, i wun lose.


haha, yay, woot!

Wakin up on christmas morning.
No snow covered christmas trees or anything.
But only the love of my life in sight,
Setting adrift on memory bliss...

Thank you santa..

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dusk is breaking, it's early night.
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn,
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry.

So kiss me and smile for me,
Tell me that you'll wait for me,
Hold me like you'll never let me go.
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
In one week I'll be back again -
Oh Babe, I hate to go.

There's so many times I've let you down,
None of the times I've played around,
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go, I'll think of you,
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you,
When I come back, I'll wear your Fossil Watch.


Now the time has come to leave you,
One more time let me kiss you,
Then close your eyes, I'll be on my way.
Dream about the days to come.
When I won't have to live alone,
About the times I won't have to say ...



hee

By the time u read this i would be snoring somewhere in the sky already. no, dun cry dear dear. i love you! be back soon! with the stuff u like!

then its christmas time! santa claus is comin to town..rudolph the red nose reindeer..frosty the snow man..lalalala jingle bells batman smells..tralalala~